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I will be doing the more unorthodox approach to a story, by doing it from a players POV.


I rubbed my palms together to try and generate some sort of heat and comfort in what ultimately is, everyday weather. Heavy rain and winds battered the players and had left the pitch in a chopped up ol' condition. Perfect condition. Perfect condition for those playing, of course. Most of my time is spent on the bench. I am 17, but I feel as though this is it. Last chance to impress or, well, get on with life and my studies. Seeing those around me playing with pride in the local Candystripe shirts, impressing visiting scouts whilst im warming the bench. Will I ever get my chance? I looked down at the puddles and saw my reflection, that's when it really hit me. Im not good enough to go pro, am I? Its an ambition and dream by many, most of which don't get there and what makes me so different to them? Well, at this present point, nothing.

'Go on lads, this is yours for the taking'. I would always help cheer the time, always. Unfortunately tonight we're playing league leaders Shamrock Rovers, who are giving us a right spanking! Lucky to be just 1-0 down as we approach stoppage time, just another day at the office for me really. "Oi, get yourself stripped down." Was that directed at me? I looked around me to see the glassy eyes glaring at me in encouragement. I looked back at the voice, "Well, do you want to go on or not?". Without even replying i jumped up, with excitement. I no longer felt cold, it was as if I was already numbed to the bone. I started drifting into my own world, imagining me scoring the equalizer and then the winner! '3 minutes added time? Can be done, easily' I thought to myself. My dream was caught short by the low pitch squeal of the referees whistle. I opened my eyes and found myself standing on the touchline, to my left the linesman holding my number up, to the right the gaffer, chatting to me. I wasn't listening to what he was saying, the adrenalin was pumping through me. I wouldn't need his tips, I am going on to bring the 3 points home for the Derry City faithful.

As i shook hands with McGlynn and ran on, I could already see the headlines in the local papers in my head. "Young Derry Sensation Sends Brandywell Into Ruptures With 2 Stunning Strikes". This is it, this is my chance. I glanced to the clock, 91st minute, 2 to go. The ball was skidding off this wet surface like ice, but still, I went after everything. Approaching the final 30 seconds, 'keepers ball. Big hoof upfield, I knew when it was hit a chance would come of it. 20 seconds. Kevin Deery squares it out toward Molloy who hold is up for a few seconds. "Pump it forward!". 10 seconds. Long ball forward meets the head of Farren who's cushioned header falls just a few yards in front of me. 5 seconds. No way, did this just happen? Ball at feet, edge of the box, clear on goal.. this is it. "SHOOT!". I quickly sorted my feet out and shot before the defender could get a foot in, however his follow through takes me out. Lying with my face flat in the wet and cold ground. Milliseconds seemed like hours. I even think i blacked out! I closed my eyes, and heard the refs whistle accompanied by a roar from the stands. 'I scored? I scored?' I raised my head slowly, to find out the outcome...

To be continued!
 
My eyes were still blurred. Was I blurring out a sight I didn't want to see? Or did I just get some of the ever present Irish rain my eye? My heart was racing, I felt as excited, I felt parts of my body pumping that I didn't even no existed! As my eyes cleared, I looked to the clock, it had only been 3-4 seconds, could of passed as hours. I looked toward the gaffer, who gave me a little smile then turned away and walked down the tunnel. 'Strange, huh?' I thought to myself. I then looked toward my team mates who were shaking the refs hand and the opposition where over by their supporters clapping to them. 'Wait, was I really out for a few minutes?. At that I felt a huge nudge on the back and was lifted to my feet by big Molloy. "Unlucky, kid." he said to me. 'Unlucky, what? I scored?' I kept thinking to myself, I then glanced over to see the ball nestled behind the goal. I had missed my chance. Well, missed a chance would be an understatement, I had missed a sitter. I waited all my life for this moment to come, and now ive blown it. Great.

As we all sat in the dressing room with our heads to the floor, the gaffer rushed in and through his clipboard at the wall. "It wasn't the result lads, it was the ******* awful performance!" he shouted. I felt more awkward than I ever had in my life, I felt like everything he was saying was directed at me and that everyone had their eyes on me. I never once looked up to confirm my suspicions. Fear took over. "You, Gillen." My eyes opened wide when I heard my name mentioned. A long pause took over the room as I looked up to face a Derry legend, Stephen Kenny. I couldn't keep direct eye-contact with him, my conscience wouldn't let me. "Unlucky, son. You did good." I started to smile, admittedly at a terrible time whilst everyone else in the dressing room was looking down and in some cases like they were knocking on deaths door after playing in those conditions! "But not good enough!". The smile that was raised from ear to ear quickly faded from my face. Did I really expect him to congratulating me on practically taking the team out of the title hunt? I got what I deserved. And now, that's it. Im done with football. Its not for me, ive still got a chance to make something of my life whilst im young, im not going to blow it over false hope. "I expect to see you all at training tomorrow. Sharp and Early!". Sorry boss, you'll have 1 unaccounted for absentee. I won't make a fool of myself anymore.

The next morning the sound of my alarm woke me up at 07:00am. Come on. I thought I changed this. I was finally drifting back to sleep when i heard a roar from downstairs "Get up! Your going to be late!". This can't be happening. The voice walked into my room, it was my Dad. Of course it was. "Jordan, get up. Lets go." I turned round and faced the other way, "I'm not going today, Dad". I don't think my Dad believed me, well, he didn't. No sooner had I said it than i was covered in ice-cold water. I thought last night was bad! I jumped from bed. "Don't you remember? You have a contract! You can't just quit playing now.". He was right, I had a stupid contract. Why can't things just be simple. "Go to training, don't give up this easily. Show Kenny that you are as tough as old boots, you don't let anything get you down.". Well, needless to say, I ended up in training. It wasn't due to my Dad's motivational speech though. It was the ever glowing prospect at only having a 1 year deal.. which right now, only has 6 months left in it. Top. When I first signed I was gutted, 'Only offering me a 1-year deal? There loss.'. No however, its no longer a burden. Well here we go then, time for training. 6 months, 6 months. Thats the only thing I had to say to myself to keep going. '6 months and ill be done with this...'
 
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